I feel like such a loser when I read Amanda’s blog (find the link yourself, it’s there on the left hand side). Throughout the whole holiday she’s been revising madly and having lots of fun with her family and friends. And what the hell am I doing?! Slacking off at home watching tv. Either that, or run around for my CIP stuff. And getting super confused and worried when things go wrong or not to schedule. 

Ah well, I’ll be doing ANOTHER CIP on the 14th (I guess, if Xiu Han, Yee Herng are going – I know that Xiu Li won’t go.), as well as having a two-star kayaking course from the 6th to 8th. But still, I think I’ve wasted a lot of time, and I’ve done nothing about it. I suck, right?

What makes me mad is that there’s certain people, who can help me with something if they want to, but chose not to and to make my life difficult for me. Hey, it’s just a little favour, why do you have to yak so much about it?! Why do you have to make it out such that you are right, and I’m in the wrong? So now, I have to get ready to be killed by other people just because some people don’t want to help. I bet that if it’s not me, but some other people, that person will help without saying anything. What a hypocrite. Grr.

Arghh, whatever. I feel better after ranting out here…